Figuring out this life.....

I wake up on my bed...

To find that everything has changed..

But i don't know the reason why....

I try to shout out loud...

But i can't fight my way out...

And the truth i just can't deny...

The world is spinning around me..

Nothing seems to be in its place...

I try to reach reality...

But i can't recognize a single face...

Why is everything so messed up??

Is this necessary, any way??

Why am i supposed to be the one??

Why can't i have my own say??

Is something really wrong with me??

Or is the world going wrong...??

Everyone can have their own tune...

So why can't i have my own song??

It's really no good living...

If you don't have a reason to live...

One day the world will be at my feet...

But why the hell should i forgive??

'Cause what people have done to me is not just damage...

They've created problems that have no cure...

But i won't get lost in this confusion...

I'll fight back and win, i'm so sure....

Things are falling apart and i cant fix them....

And voices are laughing at me...

Should i kick down all the fences...

Or should i just let it be??

So i pull up the sheets and get into bed...

And i won't give up anyway....

Even though i know i'll be more lifeless...

By the time it's a new day......................

~~Ridsi~~